For the first time ever I haven't felt the need to turn back. Usually I question my decision on leaving him alone only to find myself trying to woo him back. This time I feel it's what's emotionally necessary for the both of us. Not necessarily on to the next one, but learning from a lot of mistakes made and trying not to repeat them. The sad thing is, I don't know when the time will come when I have to put these lessons to use. It could be next month or several years. Will I have forgotten them by then? I just hope the heart stores a special place for love lessons and putting them into practice when the time is right.
Blah I'm just rambling. I'm up on cloud 9 and it's invoking a lot of emotions.